Tired of waiting...

This post was supposed to be up yesterday but i didn't have the time to post it up.

14^th December 2007, 1131p.m.
I’m sitting in my room listening to SEXY BACK by Justin Timberlake (he’s a hawty). In less than 30 minutes time, it will be THE DAY. Wondering what day?! Well, it will be a year since we got together (Tigi and me).

11.40p.m.
Now, there’s another 20 minutes to go. I’m still alone and still waiting. Honestly, I’ve been waiting for the past one week for him to call and ask me out. But he didn’t. So, I kept telling myself that he is planning a surprise and that he would ask me out today. But, so far still nothing.Even till this moment, I keep telling myself that he will call me out anytime. Or maybe, he is gonna appear outside my house anytime soon. I’ll just wait. Now I’m listening to “HOME” by Michael Buble. At the same time, I’m stuffing myself with candies which I got it earlier from a friend’s Christmas play.

Where did I go wrong? What did I didn’t do?

It’s 11.48pm now.

Listening to “Always on My Mind” by Michael Buble.

11.55p.m.

I’m trying to distract myself from thinking of him. I’m actually thinking of Maria’s Margarita. They rock man!! They sang Sexy Back today at the battle of the bands. You should have seen the vocalist…he’s a hawty. He is so damn bloody talented and I just can’t help it but admire him. For your information, he is the same vocalist from Borange (see my previous blog).

It’s 12. Finally. Still no call yet. I’m so gonna fucking switch off my laptop and go to bed. Gotta get up early tomorrow for the education fair in Midvalley. So yeah, nites folks.

15^th December, 9.24a.m.

The long waited call came in yesterday at about 12.02a.m. I was so excited the moment I heard Mario Vasquez singing Gallery (that’s my ring tone and it’s also Tigi’s favourite song). But the caller turned out to be Ryan LB!!! Arrgh…damn!!! What a timing to call huh!! My tears started pouring down but then Ryan’s sweet girlie voice made me smile.

What is my feeling now? I dunno know and I dun care. Just fuck it man. I’m tired of waiting…