Finally there!

2 days ago, i was helping mum to clean up her room. I saw the weighing scale lying there on the floor and calling out to me.
For the past 1 year (actually 2), i've been trying to gain some weight at the right place (right place= boobies and bum+lil bit on thighs & arm. Perfect!)
After 2 years, i realized the only part that grew was my tummy (big tummy = overeating + tons of beers).
The moment of truth came...i stood on the scale and my lil bro said it out loud "50kg"!!! I was totally shocked. i told him to double check the scale...of course he said there's nothing wrong with the scale.
I got down...sat on the sofa...looked at my mum and said "Finally!! I'm 50kg..i'm so happy. From 45kg to 50kg...its a big achievement!! The ideal weight for me".
The after a while, i started worrying...i went into the room and looked at my body!!! Oh my fcking god!! How can this even happen? My tummy is huge, my thighs are expanding, my bum looks like its gonna sag anytime soon and maybe hit the floor, n my boobies as the usual mini cupcakes...holy shit...whats happening to me???
I shall not expand further...nitemare!!!!!
Phewww....mission starting tomorrow onwards. Jog in the morning..no more fattening unhealthy food...no more overeating...n most importantly...reduce on my alcohol consumption...
Why me???? i can't even imagine myself fat. i would probably kill myself. Oh gawd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Perfect??

Pretty hot girls are always in demand. They are the so-called dream girls of every guy. When guys look at their long hair, pretty face, petite figure...they know these girls are made for them. They know these girls are the right ones...how come huh? I just don't get it.

Someone please tell me...if u have an answer. Are they just so perfect that guys fall for them the moment they see them?

No strings attached!!

I'm like you alot...but i don't love you enaf to be in a relationship with you.
I'm not sure what are your feelings right now...
I'm not sure what m i feeling exactly right now...
But i'm enjoying every single moment i spend with you.
Whether or not we are gonna be together..i don't really care...
Whether or not if i m ever gonna fall for you...i don't care either
Coz m so sick of falling in love and falling apart after that...
Once hurt is enaf...and now i just wanna do what i feel is ryte...even if people around me say it's wrong.

Random Feelings Part 3

Wrote this out of force....but the content is not out of force though...

Baby,

You have always been the baby...
But hey, it's time to spread your wings and fly out there
Yes, i know you're afraid
But there is always a 1st time for everything
Go feel the love
Try it and you will know what is it all about
One thing for sure you will get hurt...
But don't let that stop you...
For Love is sweet even in the most shittiest moments....