Arrghh...Missing you

To:
Bloody Dumbfuck Nyinyi...

If you happen to read my blog..this is for you.

You are a jackass for not calling me for 5 bloody days. Yes..it is only 5 days but u have never done that to me. Goddam 5 days...no calls no messages!! Yes i totally understand that your family is down in Malaysia after so freaking long..and yes i know you have a lot of catching up to do before they go back to China... but doink..cant you just sms me?? You cant be so busy ryte!!!

And well, you're lucky that u called me today. Damn..and u got the cheeck to tell me that You Missed Me!!! Gosh!!

Guys...Male Species..they can be just so annoying huh!! Oh well, sometimes i wished i could smack u on ur head and then (u knw what comes after that) hahahahah..

Devil still missing ya like fuckzzzzzzzzz!!!

Love Letter to Nades..

Before u guys are misled by the title, let me tell you who is Nades...
He is not the guy next door, nor m i having any crush on him.
Nades is the Devil in the Journalism Industry!! He is none other than the Men who is terrified by many politicians. He is Nadeswaran from The Sun.

I saw him last year during Kancil's Speaker series and yes i was so damn bloody impressed with the way he questioned Khairy Jamaluddin and the other some other speakers. Oh gosh..hez got balls man!!

Anyways, my publicity lecturer has asked us to interview a journalist as part of our assignment. first person who came into my mind was Nades. And so i sent him an email asking him if he could spare some of his precious time to let me interview him. (i shall not upload the email here because its really long)

This was his reply to my super long email:

Dear Kristina,

I am overseas at the moment. I will only be back on 1st July. Can u wait till then?

cheers'

nades

R. Nadeswaran
Deputy Editor
theSun
Tel: 03-7784-6688
Fax: 03-7785-2624/5

Should i wait or should i just interview some other journalist? Well..like Duh!! Of course i will wait. So yeah, i emailed him again saying that i don't mind waiting. Well of course i thanked him like there's no tomorrow...hehehe

I will send him another mail after 1st of July and we're gonna meet up soon...oh gosh i just cant wait...i'm so fucking excited!!

Confused Again!!

I realised that all my posts here are so fuckingly emo...coz i choose to write only when something is disturbing me. And yea...my psot here is the total opposite of my daily life. The usual crazy loud retard me choose to express the demotivated, sort of depressed, and a lil confused side of me in this blog.

I think m gonna lose someone very precious to me really soon. Why? Coz i'm too confused over my feelings over the person.

Haish..what the fuck ryte? only recently i told myself that i m not falling for anyone..but nw..i think i am. And that's just so disturbing. Everything was just perfect when we were bloody good friends. But now, i think even he is kinda confused over his feelings.

So what do i do now? Wait and see what happens? Or just confront? Or...just ignore the whole thing and whatever happened and get back to the normal life?