Valentine....

Everyday is Vday if you're in love. Screw that saying because if that is true then why roses are extremely pricey during vday? Or why restaurants are fully booked on the day or why are there enormous crowd hijacking parks, malls theater and anywhere they can find?

Erm..think again!

Having said so, i didnt just stay home on vday. Bunch of single friends got together. We went to Wikiki and enjoyed live bands and analyzed bunch of strangers playing pool. Well, pool seems to be quite an interesting game. I managed to pick up a few tips from my date! =)

We had so much fun whole night long. Atleast i know my friends did because they were making fun of me the whole night. Well, what can i say...the special kid i am(according to them). After that we went off to Subang Asia Cafe for good old ikan bakar. Unfortunately, it didnt turn out well this time...shrugs!!

Just wanna say thanks to my dear fren paul for making this valentine such a great one... and dude..get well soon...(he met with an accident on the same day)...shrugs..just don't wanna talk about it here..shit happens..but thank god he is okie..

Well..i've got just one thing to say!! Valentine can be hell over fun with great friends around you.

P.S: Thanks to those who made it there as well(Beba, Sara, Moga, Chris, Lisa, Fel & parents(met them coincidentally there..what a small world)

Devil is feeling so loved!!!

Why do i feel this way?

I feel like i'm lost and totally clueless of what's happening to me. College ended...work started. Been working for 3 months now, and i still feel something is missing. Why do i feel that m not doing something that i enjoy? Why do i feel that i'm just doing something for the sake of doing it?

Why do i feel so terrible now?? I'm afraid to just let go of something and go into something that i would enjoy doing..

I'm so afraid of making moves...yes i know there is not gona be any positive feedbacks..but what the hell is wrong with me?? Why m i so afraid of trying?? This is not me!!!

I feel so crappy now!!

Them!!

I’m becoming one of them.

They don’t smile at you.

They don’t greet you.

They don’t look around each other.

They are just expressionless.

When you look into someone’s eye, you could feel them.

If they are happy, sad or simply tired, you could always see it through their eye.

But they, nothing seems to reflect from their eye.

One would wonder if they are all hypnotized.

All you can see is the blankness in their stare.

I’ve always wondered what has made them into “Them”.

It wasn’t easy to find the answer.

But today, I broke through the barrier that was between us.

I now know why are they “them”

It wasn’t hard as I too am evolving into “them”.

“Them” as in the working people.

The same people I see on a daily basis in the bus.

All they have on their face is just another day of work.

They forget to smile, they forget to look out of the bus and they forget to capture fun moments of a bus ride.

Now I know what is running in their mind.

“Where to eat or lunch?” “Hope there’s no shocking email” “What time work would finish today”..and bla bla bla!