Random Feelings Part 3

Wrote this out of force....but the content is not out of force though...

Baby,

You have always been the baby...
But hey, it's time to spread your wings and fly out there
Yes, i know you're afraid
But there is always a 1st time for everything
Go feel the love
Try it and you will know what is it all about
One thing for sure you will get hurt...
But don't let that stop you...
For Love is sweet even in the most shittiest moments....

My Random Feelings - Part 2

To Fel,

It's time to open up...
It hurts to see you like this...
It hurts to know that you're not alrite and i can't do anything to help
I don't get it why are we friends but not able to help
I don't get it why do you wanna keep everything to yourself
Whatever reasons you have, it's not a reason at all
I'm waiting...for you to tell me...anything that you feel like telling...
Even if you wanna tell me that Mr Cutie is not cute at all....

Open up gal....

You & i = Friends!

My random feelings

To Rakesh,

Is this for real or are you just a temporary companion?

If it’s for real, then I have no more to say.

But if this is a dream, then every moment is a fear to me

For I fear to wake up to the reality and not find you anywhere around me…

Its strange how much I adore you…

It’s strange how much I love you…

But it’s even stranger that this love has never crossed the border of friendship…

Clueless… when we became so close

Happy …because I know you

Afraid …that you won’t stay for long

Dear buddy, yet another post about you…you have always been there for me and I know you can’t be there forever...thanks for the shoulder…thanks for the phone calls…thanks a million for the Elmo songs…you make me smile even while I’m going through the shittiest moments of my life. Thanks!

Song to describe my feeling...

This Song describes my feelings now...exactly.. Yep..m much stronger now...it's all for good! It’s been a while, it’s been a while. Since you’ve said hi. It’s been a while, it’s been a while, Since our last goodbye. It’s been a while, it’s been a while, & I still haven’t cried. I’m surprised. I haven’t called, I haven’t called, You see I’ve been strong. You’ haven’t called, you haven’t called, I guess nothing’s wrong. God called, He called. Says it’s going to be okay. It’s for His glory. So live your life and do what you got to. It’s only at night when I really miss you. But the morning comes - bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again. Have you been good? Have you been great? Most likely. I’ve been good, I’ve been great, Just keeping busy. And we should since as of late, Time just passes by. We don’t even have to try. So live your life and do what you got to. It’s only at night when I really miss you. But the morning comes - bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again. One day you’ll see. One day you’ll know me as the girl that you let go. It was, so close - almost. So live your life and do what you got to. It’s only at night when I really miss you. But the morning comes. The morning comes. Jennifer Chung COPYRIGHT 2008

Sensitive nyaaaaaa

I wonder how or why some people can be so sensitive??!! They can't take criticism...(ok that's fine to a certain extend)...but some people can't even take comments...For ex, u tell them that they should be more responsible...and they go like"Huh..what the hel...bla bla bla..." In short, they create a whoo haaa about it.

Why? Why do they have to do that? If people say sth like that & u don't like it...approach the person and ask them the reason for them to say so..instead of keeping it to urself or worse still coming to a conclusion about that individual without even approaching them..

Why lah so sensitive? Sometimes, no one is perfect. If such comment is said, there must be a reason. Who on earth enjoy giving negative comments? You think it's fun doing that is it? You think people would wanna simply do that? No one likes doing it coz they will be looked upon as a bitch!! Just like how the whole whoo haa going on now!!

Haizzz...immature!!

Hands in Love!

Random thoughts..

Was doing comp review & needed a pic of heart..came across this pic while browsing thru getty images..& it brought back some memories...

Jamie n i...pic taken out of boredom..

i love this pic..

Tigi n i...pic taken while watching tv..
Sweet memories..sad endings...

I've been trying to hide my feelings from people around me but i ended up becoming someone m not...drinking to forget?? That helps..but fucked...Love hurts even when you're out of it.

Unspoken beauty!

I see this gal everyday on the 8.50am bus. The 1st time i saw her, i fell for her sweet face, after which, i decided to go late for work everyday just to catch a glimpse of her pretty face. And she too, doesn't fail to cheer me up everyday with her sweet smile. Today, is another day in the bus with her. But this time, there wasn't any distance between us as she stood right beside me.

Oh..i wonder how soft is her skin.

Her hair is tied up in a bun. Just a few strands of it could be seen at the side of her neck. How sexy can that be with a lil wind blowing.

She's just a plain jane..casual dressing...unbranded flats...unmanicured toe nails...unpainted finger nails...upper lip hair..yet...her unspoken beauty can just sweep any guys off his feet.

How i wished there were no social constraints to admire such beauty...

"I don't want to own you but i wanna be looking at your beauty always for it gives me a smile in my imperfect, fucked up life..."

Devil in lurve??? Nah!!