An Unexpected Call...

Got up this morning reluctantly. Blame it on some jackass around my house who didn't put password for his wireless. Ahhaa!! Thanks to the same jackass because now i can go online anytime i want. Of course, i can tell my friends after class that i will meet them online. It's sort of like peer pressure when i don't get to say "See ya online tonight" to my friends. So yeah, Adiozzzz to those gloomy days!

Getting back to my story, i went in to Room 1 (classroom in college! Why can't they have better names for classroom?? i wonder....) at 9.08a.m. I was late for 8 minutes for the student ambassador meeting. Well, who cares anyways!

Halfway through the meeting, my phone rang. Damn it! I remember putting it to silent mode. Then i realised it was actually my alarm...it was so loud and horrible. I felt like telling everyone "It's not mine". But hey, it was just toooooo late.

The meeting was about to come to a end and my phone rang again. But this time, it saved me from all the embarrassment as it was in silent mode. THE UNEXPECTED CALL!! Oh My...should i or should i not answer???

I answered. It was Uncle Fabian. He wished me New Year and spoke to me for a while asking about my studies. Before saying "goodbye", he wished me luck for my exam and internship. And of course told me to keep in touch.

Pheeewww!! Those few minutes weren't easy. Imagine this, you gotta make an impression and the same time be yourself. Being myself and making a good impression is not easy at all. hahaha

The unexpected call was really really unexpected but it made my day. I just can't stop smiling.
*If anyone is wondering who is Unc Fabian? Well, he is blackie a.k.a Tigana a.k.a My boyfriend's daddy.

Yay! New Year is super cool!! Free internet...talked to unc fab...bali trip...Yay!!

Why am i feeling so emo?

I was feeling okay the whole day but suddenly i feel like as if the whole world has crashed on me. Why do i feel so much of heartache? And why is that i don't know what is causing all the pain? Maybe i know, but i'm just trying to hide from the truth. Truth hurts, not a little but a lot.

No one knows how i feel inside, except for myself. I wished you knew how exactly i feel for then you would goddamn learn to appreciate.

I'm so damn fucking angry with myself for not being able to let go. Damn it! I wished i could hate you!

Yay!! Happy NEW Year everyone!

2007 is over! What the f*ck?? Everyone knows that. I don't have to remind.

Well, here's sth that no one really knows.

I'm a bloody lesbian who's screwed up in the head!!!

Nah...just kidding.

I just wanna say thank you to all my loved ones for being there for me all the time (especially whenever i screwed up). And to those people who made an entry in my life and became damn bloody good friends of mine (you know who you are).

Thanks Cheec a.k.a chingy(since ur forcing me to write chingy) for keeping me company past few days!

I'm happy to have known you!


And you...

And..everyone else! Happy New Year peeps!

Love,
Devil

Tired of waiting...

This post was supposed to be up yesterday but i didn't have the time to post it up.

14^th December 2007, 1131p.m.
I’m sitting in my room listening to SEXY BACK by Justin Timberlake (he’s a hawty). In less than 30 minutes time, it will be THE DAY. Wondering what day?! Well, it will be a year since we got together (Tigi and me).

11.40p.m.
Now, there’s another 20 minutes to go. I’m still alone and still waiting. Honestly, I’ve been waiting for the past one week for him to call and ask me out. But he didn’t. So, I kept telling myself that he is planning a surprise and that he would ask me out today. But, so far still nothing.Even till this moment, I keep telling myself that he will call me out anytime. Or maybe, he is gonna appear outside my house anytime soon. I’ll just wait. Now I’m listening to “HOME” by Michael Buble. At the same time, I’m stuffing myself with candies which I got it earlier from a friend’s Christmas play.

Where did I go wrong? What did I didn’t do?

It’s 11.48pm now.

Listening to “Always on My Mind” by Michael Buble.

11.55p.m.

I’m trying to distract myself from thinking of him. I’m actually thinking of Maria’s Margarita. They rock man!! They sang Sexy Back today at the battle of the bands. You should have seen the vocalist…he’s a hawty. He is so damn bloody talented and I just can’t help it but admire him. For your information, he is the same vocalist from Borange (see my previous blog).

It’s 12. Finally. Still no call yet. I’m so gonna fucking switch off my laptop and go to bed. Gotta get up early tomorrow for the education fair in Midvalley. So yeah, nites folks.

15^th December, 9.24a.m.

The long waited call came in yesterday at about 12.02a.m. I was so excited the moment I heard Mario Vasquez singing Gallery (that’s my ring tone and it’s also Tigi’s favourite song). But the caller turned out to be Ryan LB!!! Arrgh…damn!!! What a timing to call huh!! My tears started pouring down but then Ryan’s sweet girlie voice made me smile.

What is my feeling now? I dunno know and I dun care. Just fuck it man. I’m tired of waiting…

Borange Rocks!!

"Local Bands...nah..it's a waste of time to listen to their songs."
Wait!!!! Before you guys curse me, let me explain myself. Before 8th December 07, i never really had any good impression on local bands. In fact, i don't give a damn about it.
But after Celebration of Arts (my class project), i realized that there are many talented bands out there. These guys are awesome!!!
One particular band that caught my attention was BORANGE (maybe because my friend is the drummer...heheheh).

Borange!! You guys Rock!!

The vocalist has really nice voice and he even sang a mandarin song (vocalist is an indian). See, i told ya they're awesome! Moving on to the drummer, he is no other than my friend a.k.a Princess Ryan. There's a reason why i call him Princess and it's because he looks really really sweet. Just like a little girl. But hey, on that day he was soooooo charming. You should have seen him playing the drums. Cool, cute and simply hawt!!

He looks cool only on stage!

Caramel Macchiato

Is it possible if two good friends fall for the same guy? Well, it is possible especially if the guy is cute, intelligent and talented. So, how do you know if two good friends had fallen for the same guy? You will know it when you ask your friend for a sip of caramel macchiato, and you get a reply like this: “No! I’m not sharing anything with you.”

To my dear friend : He is really cuteeeeeeeee...He is very intelligent.. But he is not my type...Well...he could be.....butttttttttttttt... i have Tigi...handling one is more than enough!

My little advice: If you like something, go for it. Don't hesitate!

Marley, My dog for 4 days.

Marley has been with me for the past 4 days. And in these 4 days, he has been keeping me company when the time i needed someone the most.

He made me laugh with all the nonsense he did. He kept me company beside my bed. And each morning, he would greet me with the same expression on his face.

This dog is the world's worst dog as quoted by John Grogan.

But yesterday, he left me forever. I knew this was coming but i was still unprepared for it. He was put this sleep by John because he was getting older and it would be a torture to him to keep him alive. As i read the lines when he was put to sleep, tears rolled down my cheeks. I couldn't help it but cry. It was as if i lost someone dear to me.

Though he was with me for only 4 days, though he never really existed, though i knew i will lose him one day; it was just too much for me to take it.


"Marley and Me" - by John Grogan is a book you will definitely love even if you are not a dog lover. And my last words to Marley: I will miss you...but i'm gonna make you mine by getting the book. I promise.