Fucked up Day!!

Got up today with one of those lazy and fucked up mood. Appointment at LB was at 11am...and i was still on bed until 9am. As i got up to get ready, a call came in. It was that dude from LB. He called to ask me if i was on the way there, to which of course i provided him with the damn truth. And his reply was "Oh thank god i called you. Would like to inform you that we have to cancel the interview due to some unforeseen circumstances".

Taadaaaa!! I was so happy. So yea, kinda started the day reading up news and chatting with some friends. Then went out for a movie with Jamie. We watched "Money not enough 2". This movie is so hilarious and so touching. I cried while laughing and cried during the emo scene. But hey, the lesson learned is priceless. Money is nothing when you have no one to share your life with.

Came back home and feeling so lifeless again. I know why am i feeling this way. It's because i haven't receive the call from McCann yet. I know interview results can't be out in a day's time but i can't help it but feel depressed.

How long more do i have to wait till i know the result?? To u it may be just another day but for me it's another 24 hours!!

Ahhhh..i'm just full of craps!!

Mind Blowing Interview!!

Today, Sept 8,2008 marks an important day in my life. A casual interview turned out to be a mind blowing eye opener.

Lost? Have no idea what m i talking about??

Well, today i went for an 2nd interview with Mr Abhinav Sharma, Head of Planner from McCann Erickson. The interview was at 6pm at Pj Hilton (what a weird time n place) and therefore i dragged my friend Jamie along just in case anything happens.

Before leaving for the interview, i had actually told Jamie that i will be out in 5 minutes. I was so sure it wont take long as my 1st interview with the GM of McCann was very fast. So yea, went in and saw Mr Abhinav. He asked if i wanted to have anything to drink and of course i said no.

At 1st, i was a lil nervous but as we talked n talked and talked..all the nervousness went off. We were talking as if we were friends. Pheeeeeeeeeeeew...He spoke about so many things from work related, general interest, hobbies, childhood and bla bla bla. Oh yea..he is learning Mandarin now.
I seriosuly learnt alot from him today. Like what i said, it was a mind blowing session. Gosh!! He is so fucking knowledgeable. He is someone whom i want to talk to the whole day and i know i wnt be bored. God damn it!! How interesting!! Wow!!

I really wanna be wroking for him...i shall take him as my Guru!! Awesome...fucking awesome..
who needs sex when u can talk the whole day with a man like him??!! (Just a random thing to say)

Anyways, the 5 minutes interview turned out to be a 2 hours chat. I'm so sorry Jamie..u had to wait all alone in Secret Recipe...and so sorry for the 12 missed calls..Thanks alot baby!!

Complete Emptiness

Since you left, there has been nothing but Emptiness.
Each day passes by without hopes...without dreams.
Each day is just another day without having to think about you

Yes..its all over.
And you left me nothing but memories and emptiness.
I have everything now...friends, family, great things around me..some what great life..yet i'm lost.

Your favorite lines
"I miss you like the sun misses its flower in the depth of winter.
I miss you so and too much that my heart breaks into pieces...and each piece is able to stroll through a needles' hole"...

Yours always,
Devil...