Shocking News!!

I’m back after a short break.

I went to “Ming Tian” (direct translation would be “tomorrow”) for my dinner. Just when I was about to wallop my dry curry mee, my dear mum called. The shocking news she told me totally spoilt my appetite.

It was about my dad’s employee who has been working with us for the past 7 or 8 years. This man, well lets name him Mr S, drives my dad’s taxi. When I was in secondary school, I still remember, he used to come every month to our house to give the rent. He was well mannered and very hardworking man. I’ve seen the children and also his loving wife.

And today, my mum just told me that Mr S murdered his wife yesterday. Holy Sh*t!! What on earth happened? My heartbeat sort of stopped for a second and I was speechless. I was imagining the whole scene in my head as mum was telling me the story.

There were fights between them almost everyday because the wife found out that he was having an affair outside. Yesterday, they got into a fight again. He got angry and started hitting his wife. No one really knows the exact details but apparently he banged her head on the wall. Her nose broke and her head smashed. After that, he hid her under the bed and went around asking the neighbours if they had seen her.

A police report was made regarding the missing of his wife. Later on, police cane to the house and found the body under the bed. Police took him and the eldest son back for inquiry. The funeral was held earlier today. The house was sealed for investigation and therefore the children had no choice but to have the funeral downstairs at the car park (they live in flat house).

The children were really close to the mum and in fact, the daughter’s engagement is next month. Everything seemed to be so fine and things just happened.

I don’t understand how one could kill his wife whom he had been married to for more than 20 years. Where is the love?

15 January!!

Yea well, it's 15th January today! So, what's so special with the date?

Erm...well it's Jamie's dad's birthday! Happy Birthday Uncle Lioh!! Hahaahah..

That's not the thing i wanted to say. Erm...i'm actually thinking of breaking up with tigi today! Why today? Because this was the exact date we broke up 2 years ago. Just a year ago, we coupled up again, whch was also on the 15th but it was 15th December 2006.

Should i? I'm damn bloody sure many would say "YES!!!", but i'm still hesitating. I'm just not sure.

My Hyperactive Housemate!!

I stay in a double storey house with some working “adults” (I still think I’m a teenage girl). My room is upstairs where I share an attached bathroom with the next door lady.

I shall not reveal her name or other identification for privacy purposes and therefore I shall name her Miss H (Miss Hyper). Miss H has a regular visitor who comes in every month and stay for about 3 weeks with her. There were times this unknown visitor stayed for as long as two months.

On my very first day I stepped my foot into this house, my owner’s elder sister told me this: “This room is only for you, STRICTLY no GUYS allowed”. Now, you tell me what happened to the “cannot be broken and must follow” house rules? The second month of my stay in this “holy” house has led me to some unwanted discovery. There was a guy in the next room!! I found out about the male species through the sound of his heavy breathing that I could clearly hear when I was in the bathroom.

Trust me, that wasn’t a discovery to be overjoyed about! Telling the owner was the last thing I wanted to do because the owner herself brings back her bf at times. There was nothing I could do and therefore I decided not to give a fark about the sudden appearance of the male species. As long as nobody disturbs the devil, we shall all live in peace.

As time passed, I was beginning to get annoyed by Miss H and her bf. They made so much of noise which disturbed my sleep in the middle of the night. Miss H works as a pub girl and comes back home around 2a.m. I, on the other hand sleep really early every night. How does this affect me? Keep reading…

Miss H comes back home and enters the toilet to wash up. This is when the male species makes the entrance and soon both get “active”.

Some of their famous line:

Miss H: Sayang, mandi sama sama! Or Sayang, I period lah. Or Sayang! Sayang! Sayang!

God damn it! This is really getting out of hand! Go ahead and fuck every night but please keep it low because there’s someone else sleeping!! I don’t give a fark how or where you wanna fark but don’t fark in the bathroom because it’s so gross! Sometimes I wonder if they washed away all the stains.

Some of my friends had suggested to me to leave a note in the bathroom saying “Jikalau anda tidak mematuhi peraturan, saya akan berasa syukur untuk menghubungi JAIS”. They have also suggested to install a fake cctv (can get it in Petaling street) in the bathroom.

What should I do? I wanna move out!! How can people be so insensitive? Is it because Miss H is under the influence of alcohol? But then again, is that my problem??

High School Reunion

Received an email from Yvette (my high school classmate). She is organizing a gathering for Senior Science 2. The tentative dates are 9 Feb 08 and 19 Feb 08 and she is approaching everyone for confirmation.

Some of the impressions i had on my dear classmates…

Hui Xian (My best friend in class, but I lost contact with her now),

Li Qing a.k.a Tai Ka Jie (My eating and study partner),

Jun & Rubbish (most of the girls in the class had an eye on both of them),

Ye Hong a.k.a Ben (the shorty in my class),

Jia Rou & Yan Jing – Never really liked them, they were sort of bitchy at that time

Ping Sing – The sweetest girl in class

Yuk Mei – Smart & Sweet & really fair

Jing Kang – Always copy homework but somehow will pass the exams

Bing Hui – One annoying guy who thinks he’s really cool

Teh Susu – Weird

Zheng Quan – He always had that strict look, currently with Ping Sing

Ah Seng- Very helpful guy, he even helped me during exam..hahaha

The list can go on and on because there were about 50 of us in one class. But just too bad because i only remember some of them for now.

"Reunions are for successful people" - Quoted by Jamie Lioh.

Well said Jamie because just the thought of attending the reunion is scaring the shit out of me.

Here are some anticipated questions for the day:

Q1- What are you doing now? Studying? Where?
Q2- What course are you taking?
Q3- Do you have a bf/gf?

Wondering what is so scary about these questions? Well, it's because i'm still pursuing my Diploma in Mass Comm in a local college, whereas most of them have completed their Degree in some science related courses in overseas.

No point regretting now, it's just too late! I should have thought about it before screwing up in my previous college! Haishh...there is no turning back. What should i do? Should i go or....?

Confused Devil is in dilemma.

Chiiling Session. YaY!!

It’d 5.19 in the morning now and I’m blogging because I can’t seem to fall asleep. I’m having diarrhea and damn I’m very sure it’s because of the Mee goreng Mamak and the Roti Planta I had for lunch. I should have just listened to Felicia’s advice: “Eat in moderation Kristina!” Well, serves me right for being greedy.

I met up with my long lost buddy Rakesh for a drink earlier. We went to Starbucks in The Curve to chill and do some catch up on each other’s life. Hmmm…what a nice term to say for "sitting and talking bullshit"??!

Rakesh and I haven’t met up for quite some already as I remember the last we met was somewhere around last may. I was quite eager to see him because he had just braided his hair and from the picture I saw in friendster, he was looking hot. Haha!!

Finally, I met him and seriously the braided suited him perfectly. Being a fair looking Indian, he has this mixed looked with his new hairstyle. Oh my…he is cute!! Well, let me just say that good looking people naturally have good looking friends around them. Hahhaha…

So yeah, he got a caramel something with whipped cream for himself and a hot mocha for me and we found ourselves a comfortable seat at the smoking area. We talked and talked and talked just about anything under the sky. We talked about girls, Tigi, college life, other guys, his family, him stopped and treated like a Taliban in China’s airport (serves him right for growing his beard), his studies, my intern which I applied in Saatchi, the girl he liked some time back and bla bla bla.

Time passed and it was already 1 a.m so we decided to chao. One thing that I noticed is that all the while during our conversation, I did not take out my phone to check the time at all. Erm…how come?

So yeah, he sent me back and refused to let me pay for my mocha. I guess most guys are like that. But hey, there’s no way I would agree to that. So we came to an agreement where the next time we meet up, drinks gonna be on me. Gave him a big hug and bid goodbye.

It’s nice to have a buddy to listen to all your complaints and in the end give you a cheeky smile! It’s nice to have a buddy to talk about just anything under the sky without realizing the time is passing. It’s nice when your buddy asks you “Saatchi?? What’s that?” It’s nice to know that someone actually pays attention to what you say and remembers all the little details about you. It’s nice to have a friend whom you can click with so much and yet maintain the friendship.

And I realized that I was just being myself while I was with him. Most of my sentences contained “Fuck”, I was sniffing onto my jacket every now and then, my voice was loud as usual (thank god there was a live band going on somewhere near). I know I was just myself because I was so relaxed. It was seriously “chilling”!

To my dear friend,

I know for sure you have to read this because I will ask you to read it!! Hahaha…it was nice hanging out with you. Fucker, next time drink is on me ok? Thanks donkey! Will see ya again idiot. Hahhaha.

Love,

Krist

6.13a.m.(08-01-08)

An Unexpected Call...

Got up this morning reluctantly. Blame it on some jackass around my house who didn't put password for his wireless. Ahhaa!! Thanks to the same jackass because now i can go online anytime i want. Of course, i can tell my friends after class that i will meet them online. It's sort of like peer pressure when i don't get to say "See ya online tonight" to my friends. So yeah, Adiozzzz to those gloomy days!

Getting back to my story, i went in to Room 1 (classroom in college! Why can't they have better names for classroom?? i wonder....) at 9.08a.m. I was late for 8 minutes for the student ambassador meeting. Well, who cares anyways!

Halfway through the meeting, my phone rang. Damn it! I remember putting it to silent mode. Then i realised it was actually my alarm...it was so loud and horrible. I felt like telling everyone "It's not mine". But hey, it was just toooooo late.

The meeting was about to come to a end and my phone rang again. But this time, it saved me from all the embarrassment as it was in silent mode. THE UNEXPECTED CALL!! Oh My...should i or should i not answer???

I answered. It was Uncle Fabian. He wished me New Year and spoke to me for a while asking about my studies. Before saying "goodbye", he wished me luck for my exam and internship. And of course told me to keep in touch.

Pheeewww!! Those few minutes weren't easy. Imagine this, you gotta make an impression and the same time be yourself. Being myself and making a good impression is not easy at all. hahaha

The unexpected call was really really unexpected but it made my day. I just can't stop smiling.
*If anyone is wondering who is Unc Fabian? Well, he is blackie a.k.a Tigana a.k.a My boyfriend's daddy.

Yay! New Year is super cool!! Free internet...talked to unc fab...bali trip...Yay!!

Why am i feeling so emo?

I was feeling okay the whole day but suddenly i feel like as if the whole world has crashed on me. Why do i feel so much of heartache? And why is that i don't know what is causing all the pain? Maybe i know, but i'm just trying to hide from the truth. Truth hurts, not a little but a lot.

No one knows how i feel inside, except for myself. I wished you knew how exactly i feel for then you would goddamn learn to appreciate.

I'm so damn fucking angry with myself for not being able to let go. Damn it! I wished i could hate you!

Yay!! Happy NEW Year everyone!

2007 is over! What the f*ck?? Everyone knows that. I don't have to remind.

Well, here's sth that no one really knows.

I'm a bloody lesbian who's screwed up in the head!!!

Nah...just kidding.

I just wanna say thank you to all my loved ones for being there for me all the time (especially whenever i screwed up). And to those people who made an entry in my life and became damn bloody good friends of mine (you know who you are).

Thanks Cheec a.k.a chingy(since ur forcing me to write chingy) for keeping me company past few days!

I'm happy to have known you!


And you...

And..everyone else! Happy New Year peeps!

Love,
Devil